Friday, August 28, 2009

    Almost Losing Myself

    This past few weeks, i didn't have mood to post anything in my blog. There's so many stuff playing in my mind, i feel so weak and tired but yet i have to keep on moving forward. I tried so hard but still not enough, seems like the luck is not on my side. Feel like I've been born with a bad karma.

    I carried a burden that i can't handle, it's too heavy until i can't even stand on my own feet, i almost gave up everything, but my mission is not even completed. There still someone who depends on me, and that what really concern me most; What if i can't give my hand in the future. I'm losing my self, , i was confused because the burden keep on heavier than before, I'm thinking of my next plan and my problem at my house balcony, seems like there's is no solution at all, so then my mind told me to jump so then all the pain gone. I almost follow the command but suicide is not the answer. I still have my self conscious, and i know there still a lot things i yet not discover. I sat on the edge of my balcony, my tears fall down, picture of my old folks, siblings, girlfriend appear in my mind, i really miss them a lot; after a few minutes I regain my strength and told my self "It's not over yet".

    For what had happen lately make me think that I'm useless, as a friend, boyfriend and a brother. I wish i can spin the time backward and finish up things that I'd quit. Maybe if i continue it, i have a better future and for sure i can handle this situation now. But, no matter what, i have to accept the fact that it's already to late to regret on everything.

    But, i still not surrender. As long i have both of my arm and legs, i know i can do it. I willing to sacrifice everything even for my own future. What bear in my mind now is, everything should be back to normal like before, so while waiting for the moment, i have to do what can i do best.

    Now, i know feeling what make people killing them self, a question without any answer, yelling for help but no one there to hear, a problem without any solution, and many more reason.

    I'm glad choose the right decision. I still have unaccomplished mission, and it should be done.

    Thursday, August 6, 2009

    12.34.56 07.08.09

    Maybe those number doesn't mean anything to you guys, but it will happen tomorrow afternoon.
    I received this info from my brother through my email. Let see the digit, its 123456789. Cool huh!. For those who might interesting with this number. Maybe you guys can grab your camera and capture the moment, because it only happen once in a lifetime.

    But it's different if you can live for another 100 years.. uwekk! :P

    Still not understand with the number?
    Let me make it more clear. (Hour.Minute.Second. Day.Month.Year).. so there it goes, 12.34.56 on 07.08.09.


    Well it's been about 5 hours after the moment past. Well for me i didn't capture anything at that time, because i was working, and it was busy and very busy. pity me :( .

    but at least i can share it with others the picture that been taken by several people that i can find in the internet. Well my big WOW! for them. Good job guys.. Here some of the picture of the moment that only can be taken 100 years in a time.

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    Picture taken by Nifmus at flickr.com

    that it what i have here and actually there are plenty more pictures out there, maybe you guys can check it by your self on www.flickr.com

    And here some info for you guys on others cool times and date.

    Do you guys know that actually we already have a perfect 1234567890 digit in time and date,
    it happen on year 1990. Actually it was the same, it happen with the same time like today, and the same date and month and it goes like this 12.34.56 07/08/90. Very interesting is it. and to make it happen again i guess we should wait for another 81 years from now. I pray to god i will i still alive that time. hurmm let me see.. 26+81=107!!? Am i still alive that time.. I wish!

    And owh yeah! the year before 1990, it was 1989 is it?. But that time the number goes like this 0123456789. So at that time on 01.23.45 06/07/89 all the digit has been represented.. and guess what we only have to wait for another 80 years for that. Hurm, why am i so happy.. i don't think i still alive on that time hehe..

    and there will be another another special moment on the September which is 09.09.09 09/09/09 .. can't wait for this one.. and for this one, i will capture my personal special moment, and it goes same to next year on 10(hours).10(minute).10(second) 10(date).10(month).10(year), it goes same number for the other years... except year 2013. uwekk :p

    And there you are, some of my new updates from my last night post..

    Actually there's nothing happen that time, i think so, (touch wood!). Just an information for you guys out there..

    And at the meantime, did you guys see the ads in the FaceBook? I think it cool huh~! Just register and simply RM88 its your. 88.. waahh.. lucky number.. got "ong"!!

    Registration is simple.. it is like 1,2,3.. and again the number out.. hihihi

    SO why wait more.. RM88 dude..

    Click here to proceed the RM88

    Ochon @ Vicq


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